June 2012
May 2012
Jenn-Man, fighter of bullsh!t: I really need to be... →
how-to-be-a-skinny-bitch:
I really need to be alone, I really need a nap. I’m halfway to the dangerzone, and threw away my map. They’re telling me I lost myself, but please, cut me some slack: I’m almost sure how “bad” I am is just ‘me’ coming back. I really need some nicotine, a good drink, or a hit. A beckoning then…
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I didn't eat today
And it was a good day.
I hope I can keep it up for tomorrow, because then maybe by Friday I’ll be less than 125…which is what matters to me right now. I just wanna look as good as I can for J in my prom dress. Its such a skinny silhouette and I’m not used to that…but I want to look as good as I can for him.
Everything is going well.
Her life was magazines
And faithful TV screens
Selling an empty dream
Of cars and calories
Everything in between
The sun and Saturn’s ring
The price tag can’t be seen
And it took bites
Out of her insides
‘Till she was just a hollow shell
Grew up in east LA
Watching celebrities
Living out all of her dreams.
The plastic canopy
Of US royalty
Drew her gaze towards the...
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Thank you, I'll try there!
quitecuntrary answered your question: Today hasn’t been a good day
GNC (the supplement store) sells scales.. usually decent prices too.
National Eating Disorder Association 1-800-931-2237
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Prom is Friday
I don’t think I’m going to eat tomorrow or thursday. I need to be very small for prom, my dress is so skinny. I want my tummy to look nice and flat, and I wanna make sure I’m not higher than 125 for prom. I’d like to be a little lower if I can. I really really really hope I can do this. I haven’t fasted in a very long time. I know I can do it… I’ve...